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Slipping Into Crazy =\

Thu Oct 12, 2006, 5:26 PM
So....I've been wondering a lot about "WHY" lately. Like why does crap happen the way it happens. Why does stuff happen to ME, and why does it happen to everyone else...and does any of it matter to anything else? Does what I do affect YOU? Or does it just happen, and that's that....everything's just random and cooincedental. This book Im reading has a theme to it about Quantom Theory. Like, everything that happens to ANYONE, affects EVERYONE somehow. An example given would be like how a flock of birds that get startled and flap their wings in flight somewhere in africa could be the cause of a hurricane in chicago. So...my mind is racing about how like, what's going to happen by me typing this journal...because according to the theory, just by making this decision, things will happen a certain way, and if i didn't type this journal, a different set of things would happen. And Ive been struggling with this whole concept, because I think it might mean that everyone lives in their own reality. Because decisions are made by eveyrone living, every second of every day. And new realities would be created by all these inifinte number of decisions and actiosn that were made. And I think what's making me crazy, is that if lives their OWN reality, then NONE of you are exepriencing what Im experiencing OF you....Like, in someone else's reality, there's no internet. In another reality, there's not even a United States. Or maybe we all have 3 arms because there's been a nuclear war already. In somebody's reality, I'm not an only child and I get along with my parents. Or I might be a rock star...or straight. Ugh...I can't stop thinking about it. Its effed up. And, no...I'm not stoned...I don't do drugs :p

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  • Mood: Nervous
  • Listening to: dogs barking
  • Reading: From the Corner of His Eye
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  • Drinking: nothing

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~DarkPhoenixBC Oct 12, 2006, 5:41:53 PM
The fact is, the mind wasn't built to fully comprehend all of reality all at once, so it's useless worrying about all those little effects, because you can't stop them. You can't not make decisions, because even the decision to not make a decision is still an action, right? But though you shouldn't get ulcers about the tornados you're causing by clapping at a play, you should continue to care, and let that positively affect the decisions you do make. Yeah?

As for reality... that's a matter of opinion I suppose. Me, basically I think there are levels to reality. There's the narrower universe hat just includes you and yor senses. And everyone else has their own sphere of existance, so sometimes they intersect, and make other, bigger levels of reality. So there's your world, and there's his world, and there's her world, and there's the world of your family unit, and of your close acquantainces, all of which include your world, but are bigger. And they keep getting bigger and more complicated and changing facets, but it comes down to infinite little realities that make up the big one. See?? :phew:

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~OberonPhoenix Oct 12, 2006, 5:54:16 PM
Iannnnnnnn!

You're alive!

Wheeee!
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Mood: Nervous ~tarnishedhope Oct 12, 2006, 6:01:14 PM
that book sounds pretty intense

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~empty-phantom Oct 12, 2006, 7:00:42 PM
Stuff like that is insane...but don't forget that even if people's views and realities are affecting you, yours are affecting them right back. It's like...were all this big group of rubber punching bags, but no one knows who the little kid is that punched the first one or even who was first punched...if that makes any sense at all.

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~jinubean Oct 12, 2006, 9:37:02 PM
we're all connected, and when you write the journal, i read it and it stays with me and when i write this response, it stays with you. We learn as we grow to become the people we are when we die so that others can say we were great.

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~Echoes-of-the-Dead Oct 12, 2006, 9:39:35 PM
i think you think too much:P
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~MyChemicalPixie Oct 13, 2006, 4:08:11 AM
Turn.

Your Brain.

OFF.

get a switch installed and turn it OFF.

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Mood: Adoration ~ararothea Oct 13, 2006, 8:24:25 AM
I wonder about that kind of stuff lots, but then I have to take headache pills and go to sleep, 'cause it hurts too much.

Your journals are always so interesting.

Oo'

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Mood: Adoration ~ararothea Oct 13, 2006, 8:24:26 AM
I wonder about that kind of stuff lots, but then I have to take headache pills and go to sleep, 'cause it hurts too much.

Your journals are always so interesting.

Oo'

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Mood: Love ~tryfanmolee Oct 13, 2006, 11:59:05 AM
wow. You and Jeff tend to think a lot. ^^ Maybe too much sweety? :hug:

ahha I don't know the answers to your question, but if your journal made me not write my essay then yes, you are affecting me. ^^ But its in a good way; I don't wanna write my essay. o.0

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