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Slipping Into Crazy =\

Thu Oct 12, 2006, 6:26 PM
So....I've been wondering a lot about "WHY" lately. Like why does crap happen the way it happens. Why does stuff happen to ME, and why does it happen to everyone else...and does any of it matter to anything else? Does what I do affect YOU? Or does it just happen, and that's that....everything's just random and cooincedental. This book Im reading has a theme to it about Quantom Theory. Like, everything that happens to ANYONE, affects EVERYONE somehow. An example given would be like how a flock of birds that get startled and flap their wings in flight somewhere in africa could be the cause of a hurricane in chicago. So...my mind is racing about how like, what's going to happen by me typing this journal...because according to the theory, just by making this decision, things will happen a certain way, and if i didn't type this journal, a different set of things would happen. And Ive been struggling with this whole concept, because I think it might mean that everyone lives in their own reality. Because decisions are made by eveyrone living, every second of every day. And new realities would be created by all these inifinte number of decisions and actiosn that were made. And I think what's making me crazy, is that if lives their OWN reality, then NONE of you are exepriencing what Im experiencing OF you....Like, in someone else's reality, there's no internet. In another reality, there's not even a United States. Or maybe we all have 3 arms because there's been a nuclear war already. In somebody's reality, I'm not an only child and I get along with my parents. Or I might be a rock star...or straight. Ugh...I can't stop thinking about it. Its effed up. And, no...I'm not stoned...I don't do drugs :p

  • Mood: Nervous
  • Listening to: dogs barking
  • Reading: From the Corner of His Eye
  • Watching: my back
  • Playing: ....im not gonna say it
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: nothing

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Rest in peace. =(

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No comments for you in how many days? That's wrong and I must fix it.

So. Never knew you, I don't think I was even on DA until after you died, but that doesn't change that you're amazing. I do not normally enjoy poetry, but there's something about your things that are different and I really love. :heart:

Hope you're enjoying yourself wherever you are.
and still it makes me want to cry.
what up.
Hey, whats going on? 23/female.. come chat with me on this website CLICK HERE

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what up.
Hey, whats going on? 23/female.. come chat with me on this website CLICK HERE

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i wondered why you havent been on dA for awhile...

it's such a loss for the world. you're one of my fave contemporary poets, and you are such an interesting & pleasant character.

rip, ian.

:heart:

p/s - the last journal entry is such a tragic irony. :(

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I know it's kinda late.. But happy New Year.

I still miss you and your amazing words.
Today I found out how much it hurt
Today I found out how much being loved meant

Where ever your friends land, know you touched their lives.

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RIP Ian Cunningham ~3HoursAway
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